I Stayed Awake Last Night
I stayed awake last night
By Rina Shamilov
because my bones rattled under the covers
flapping into the edges of my ribs
my face
was as cold as the brass frying pan
with droplets of
oil lacing down the middle
of the wet pan,
& splattering into my eyes
I tried doing yoga in the bedroom
& studying my fingers
under the damp light of the morning—
or what was itching out of the clouds—
concealing the faces
of my Russian dolls
with linen memories
it’s only 5 o’clock.
everyone must be asleep, it’s still their
evening:
purple vermillion, sticking out like
Mama’s varicose veins;
until hours later
when Papa wakes for his bathroom morning
ritual
then peeking in my room, he finds me
on the floor in a trance
you’ve never been awake this early
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